About
Honey & Haze Apothecary
About Me
Thee woman behind Honey & Haze

My name is Ateaqua Sheanene Hayes.
A name as unique as my path…as intentional as my becoming.
Over time, I’ve come to innerstand the symbolism within it:
Ate–Aqua.
Food and water.
Nourishment and clarity.
The two things life cannot exist without.
She.
A reminder of who I am at my core.
A woman. A creator. A nurturer. A force.
And Hayes—pronounced like haze.
A haze can cloud your vision…distort what’s real…keep you from seeing clearly.
But I didn’t come here to stay in confusion.
I came to see through it.
Honey & Haze is not just a brand.
It is a transformation. It is a becoming.
Before the clarity…before the intention…there was a version of me shaped by illusion, survival, and misplaced sweetness.
Someone once called me “Sugah.”
And at the time, it felt soft…endearing…sweet.
But sugar is not always what it seems.
It can be addictive. Artificial. Harmful beneath the surface.
And so was that chapter of my life.
As I began to awaken—mentally, spiritually, and emotionally—I realized I could no longer embody a sweetness that lacked truth.
I could no longer be something that looked good but did not heal.
So I chose differently.
I turned inward.
I studied.
I aligned myself with what was natural, intentional, and real.
And that’s where I found Honey.
Honey is not artificial.
It is created with purpose.
It is preserved, sacred, and healing.
Its sweetness is earned.
And in that, I found myself.
Honey & Haze was born from that realization.
It represents the balance between:
- nourishment and clarity
- sweetness and truth
- softness and awareness
- indulgence and intention
Everything I create is rooted in that journey.
This is not about surface-level beauty or empty luxury.
This is about alignment.
This is about energy.
This is about choosing what truly nourishes you—mind, body, and spirit.
I am a mother, a creator, an occultist, and a woman who chose to break cycles instead of repeat them.
I chose clarity over confusion.
Truth over illusion.
Healing over harm.
This is more than a brand.
This is who I became.
This is what I embody.
This is Honey & Haze..

Thee story behind the honeysuckle...
When I was a little girl, I spent a lot of time at my great grandparents house in a lil place called Egg Harbor, New Jersey. Spending those beautiful days in my grandparents yard, I would always find myself on the fence where the honeysuckles grew. I would pick a flower, smell the sweet earthy aroma, then pull out the honey like nectar that was in the plant for a special treat. My great grandfather was also a person of protection, love & peace for me & he spoiled me ROTTEN. I was his Doodlebug and he was my PopPop Pannniell, so close that I could eat off his plate. He went on to be an ancestor when I was 7 years of age & it devastated me. I remember the way I cried and carried on at his going home services, I was a complete wreck. As I got older and smelled the honeysuckles, the scent always reminded me of him and the way his presence made me feel. The scent always brings a smile to my face & sometimes tears. I later found that spiritually, that’s exactly what honeysuckle represents; love, protection, peace…as well as emotional healing, luck & prosperity. I incorporated these oils with honeysuckles in remembrance of Julius Panniell. My intent is that these oils and the scent properties make you feel loved. Make you feel calm & at peace. Make you feel lucky & prosperous and bring you to a beautiful state of emotional healing. Smile, Beloved.
Passion for Healing
Honey & Haze Apothecary was founded with a vision
to provide natural products for those seeking
healing herbs, self-care and occult items. My mission lies in
carefully selecting goods that resonate with both
nature and spirit, encouraging personal growth and healing.

